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Tuesday, June 28, 2005  I miss my childhood.... the innocence, the joy of waking up early on weekends to watch Carebears & Smurfs on TV, the silliness of asking my parents to buy new waterbottles every other month, the excitement of unwrapping Christmas gifts, the family trips to the Zoo, Haw Par Villa & Sentosa. I miss my dad.... someone who I never had a proper chance to say "I Love You" nor the opportunity to repay him for bringing me up. My dad, a man of few words to his family but deep down i know he cares for us all. Regrets for not talking to him more & listening to what he has to say. It has been 6 years+.....I'll never forget the day, 9th of Nov. * grant him eternal rest & let perpetual light shine upon him* I miss going for a holiday.... the shopping & eating. the sun, sand & sea. the culture & experience. the relaxation & nature. I miss my Grandma.... the person I love the most...more than any other human beings in this world. she has lost weight & her hair is so white now. I should make it a point to visit her more often. I miss gossiping with my girllfriends.... the harmless sharing of information between female bonding. I miss New Zealand.... for it's weather, scenery, fresh air & nature. I miss being pampered.... of the ability to tell the One what gifts I really want without worrying about his budget constraints. To be surprised with occasional gifts, dinner, holiday or movie treats.
Monday, June 27, 2005  My 1st blog. And what better way to start than to pen my 1st blog a day after my 28th BD. Had a great birthday celebration with my friends & boyfriend. Was pleasantly surprised by the BD get-together & thoroughly enjoyed myself, though I think I might have irritated the hell-out-of some of them (telling everyone that they're my best friends that night & I'm only 18)! Must be the alcohol. Haha. But am glad everyone had fun. 28. Seems scary. And the question that most of us would ponder. What have I achieved so far? I think I have not achieved much, if anything else, none. Yea, sure I do have a job & a boyfriend (???). And I should count my blessings that I am alive & well to be able to blow out 28 candles on a yummylicious-rich & thick sinful chocolate cake from Big-O (*salivating*). But somehow, I feel so empty & so lost. Funny how life can turn out to be. When I was much younger, I have wanted to get married & have my 1st kid by 28. Well, now that I am 28. I dont think that is ever gonna happen. I feel stuck. Is that what they call "quarter or mid-life" crisis? |
